And I would willingly be present with you, even now. But I would alter my voice: for I am ashamed of you.
I desire to be present with you now, and to change my voice; for I stand in doubt of you.
Would that I were with you now and could coax you vocally, for I am fearful and perplexed about you!
but I could wish to be present with you now, and to change my tone; for I am perplexed about you.
But I wish I could be with you now and change how I sound, because I’m at a loss about you.